Well, if we do have a #2 it will be Jen's turn, so it's like starting from scratch all over again. I don't know if I can realistically handle a #2, even though I want a lot of kids. I just know that if I get to a place where I get to shower and sleep again, I will be scared to go back. Right now it just feels "normal."

I'm glad Laurie is good to you! :)