oy. well, i personally respect you for giving it a shot, because it's HARD. but i know i got to a point where letting fisher cry didn't seem any worse than having him not get sleep, which is no good for growing baby brains!

but two hours, ugh. i'm not sure i would have even lasted that long. the longest i ever went was an hour, and that was with me going out on a long walk because i couldn't stand it.

sucks so bad, i'm really sorry :(