i feel some sort of your sentiment. i was on BC pills for 5+ pills to NOT have a cycle - because of endometriosis. so no hormone flux. i came off them because we were talking seriously about wanting to do the baby thing within a year or two.
OH MY GOD> i forgot hormones were SO TOTALLY CONTROLLING of so much of my emotions!! suddenly, i have complete range of emotion - and i didn't realize i was missing any!
bizarre feeling to realize those little chemicals can do so much. i can't imagine if you're dosing up even stronger on them ... i'd be buying caseloads of kleenex. have you noticed increased irritability at times too? (i get all shades of irritated/pissy from time to time - over stuff that wouldn't normally bother me. i can only guess it's hormones, but not necessarily "PMS")
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OH MY GOD> i forgot hormones were SO TOTALLY CONTROLLING of so much of my emotions!! suddenly, i have complete range of emotion - and i didn't realize i was missing any!
bizarre feeling to realize those little chemicals can do so much. i can't imagine if you're dosing up even stronger on them ... i'd be buying caseloads of kleenex. have you noticed increased irritability at times too? (i get all shades of irritated/pissy from time to time - over stuff that wouldn't normally bother me. i can only guess it's hormones, but not necessarily "PMS")
*love*