I'm sorry to read the stress you're going through. My bestfriend termed this "Homeowner's anxiety" when she went through it. She actually even went to a counselor to help her (she had reached quite a level of depression, albiet she also had a list of external stresses adding to her concerns) and she came out of it on top of things, it'll just take some time. It's such a new ballgame you're playing now, no longer having someone else responsible when the water heater goes out on you, etc. I hope the road ahead of you smooths down some. Best Wishes with your new lovely little home.

Oh yeah, I'm a friend of Sudrin's, hope you don't mind my two cents, your entry just rang so familiar when I saw it.