I was totally shocked that the baby was still alive. I had just prepped myself for the eventuality... and yet I was totally wrong. I was happy to be wrong, for real, but it just seemed so improbable. Now I just wish I had an explanation for all of this bleeding and cramping.

I don't think moving and unpacking are the culprits. I actually have been on almost total bed/couch rest for the last two weeks! Yesterday I did NOTHING but lay on the couch and watch television and I had all of that bleeding!

My new plan is to just live my life. I'm not going to be stupid about it (no heavy lifting, no strenuous exercise, etc.) but I can't stay in the house. I have errands to run and I am starting my job really soon and I have to just deal with the bleeding and rest when I can.

Thanks for coming along for the ride. It seems less lonely that way!