When your "get up and go" has got up and went.

[judecorp]

(I hanker for a hunk-a cheese.)

I feel like I'm drowning. Seriously, seriously drowning. About a lot of things, but mostly somehow related to biting off more than I could chew WRT having another kid.

Work is draining every drop of energy I manage to wake up with, my productivity sucks which means my pre-baby paychecks suck. I'm financially screwed, my relationship is screwed, I'm physically unable to keep my house up to snuff, and my to-do list for this kid is eight miles long and if I'm being completely honest, is NEVER going to be finished before this kid arrives. Still need to find time to get to Quincy to get our infant car seat, still need to find time to get to Milford to borrow some stuff, haven't seen Grandma in a long while which I feel badly about, still need to assemble Punk's new furniture. Ugh.

I would try writing out my to-do list in order to focus, but I fear that would be a) depressing and b) way too long to be helpful.

So instead I will sit here and pout.

Comments

[kcmedc.livejournal.com]

Hugs. My only assvice is take things one step at a time and instead of making a list as to what needs to be done make a list of what you have accomplished. even if its a little thing add it to the list. you'd be surprised to see just how much you are getting done in a day. I've BTDT and I know what you are feeling. HUGS HUGS HUGS hang in there.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Heh, if I made a list of what I /had/ done, it would be a very short list, and would include things like, "moved random crap from one room to another." LOL!