Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

Comments

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Thanks, it really means a lot to me.

We are trying to hang in there and just be normal people. We just don't remember what that is like.

[changinglight.livejournal.com]

you're welcome.

"normal?" I don't think I know what that means...You're just doing the best you can, and that's all that anyone can ask for.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Well, maybe we will all find out together. ;)