Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

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[girlonthewire.livejournal.com]

i haven't stopped thinking about you since reading your sad news. i just wanted you to know that. (I'm from july2007babies.)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Kimmy, I really appreciate that. I often think of all of you gals, so I know what you mean. Thank you for stopping by. I hope that in a few short months we can swap stories about our kids. :)