Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

Comments

[bec4joy.livejournal.com]

Hey Jude,

I cant imagine what you and jen are going through. My thoughts are with you. When Joy told me about that I was just so dumb founded. But, hang in there, and Let us know how it goes.

Good Luck. And try to keep positive thoughts =)

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jude & Jen}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I will keep you all posted. Thank you for all of your good vibes.