Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

Comments

hugs

[(Anonymous)]

Kim from Fertility friend here checking in to say I'm so sorry for the loss of your twin. I can't say anything more that doesn't sound trite, so I'll just say love each other through it.

Re: hugs

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, Kim.