Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

Comments

[rachelmichellek.livejournal.com]

gosh-- again, i miss a few days on LJ, and major news from you. i'm so sorry you're facing another hurdle. try to stay calm until your appointment on tuesday. play calm music and sit around with a cat.
i'll be thinking of you.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Thank you for your thoughts. I have been trying to take it easy and it is making me nuts. It will be good to go to the midwife just to get out of the house!