I can't even imagine everything you're going through. I've always wondered about hormonal affects on pretty much everything, at one point I even wondered if they could influence sexual preference. Obviously you're not going through that, but these changes are far more dramatic, and even if it was something you had "wanted", it'd still be hard to go through. Losing a sense of self, especially while hopped up on pregnancy hormones, has got to seriously mess with you. But, as always, you know I'm here for you, if there's anything I can do. It was SO good to talk to you yesterday!