To be honest, I was kind of wondering about how you were feeling about these major body changes that come with pregnancy were making you feel. I remember when we met that you were starting to talk about how you never really felt girly. Then with the move and everything so much changed for you. It must be hard to lose that part of your appearance and get mistaken for straight at times. I can't speak myself, since I haven't ever had a pregnancy, but I've heard that straight women have a hard time dealing with the changes in their body during pregnancy. It's certainly a challenge to deal with all these feelings, but I don't think it is a situation that you can't handle. You're a strong person and I know that through it all you will adjust and grow into the person you want to be. :-)