I'm not really sure what will happen after birth. On one hand, I don't want to let the hormones get too out of control because PCOS can really kill milk production and I hope to get as much milk as I can. But then after breastfeeding is over? I don't know. I /want/ to go back to my former hormonal makeup but I also know that my /body/ is healthier when things are in balance, the weight stays in check, and the cycles run. You know? It's such a weird gamble. Untreated insulin resistance is like a one-way ticket to diabetes. And I love to eat junk.

I guess I will just need to find some sort of balance or come to terms with things. I'm not really sure. I have a lot of work to do.

xo