Well, I ditched the pumping a long time ago so we could spend more time together, and I'm glad for that. Also, pumping was just a constant reminder of how much milk I wasn't making. I only pump when she's missed a couple of feedings and I know I can get a decent amount.

It's just so frustrating that we have to deal with infertility stuff, and then we finally get our babies and we have to deal with this, too. Can't something go right? I mean, with infertility, and pregnancy losses, and BF issues... we need a break.

You are awesome.