judecorp: (lost control)
2006-05-24 09:05 pm
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Major Bug Anxiety

I am having so much anxiety about all of this bug business that I don't even know what to do. It is seriously paralyzing. This has never happened to me before. There is so much to do before the bug dude comes on Friday morning and I honestly can not drag myself up to do any of it. Heck, I can't even get myself to eat. I had half a sandwich for lunch. That was 9 hours ago.

( Cut because, woah, long. )
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judecorp: (lost control)
2005-09-12 11:25 pm
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Crawling skin

I'm feeling really anxious tonight. Really skin-crawling anxious. I really REALLY need all of this house stuff to be done so I can freaking get on with my life. I need evenings off. And weekends. And time to spend with my wife. And a social life like a normal person.

I have never taken well to feeling caged in or trapped, and this is no exception. I am jumping out of my skin. I need to GO GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOO.

Ugh.

Worked all day. Volunteered tonight. Got home at 10. Still need to do the general chores around the house. Get in bed, try to sleep, do it all again tomorrow. I won't have any "free time" until Friday, and then it's All eBay All The Time.

I'll be honest, kids - right now, I'm hatin' life.
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