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judecorpGah. What a fucking /life/ I have. I am doing exactly the kind of work I always dreamed I would be doing. I got sidetracked for several years and somehow it found me again. I never expected I would have this kind of experience. Whatever I did, however I managed to score this kind of luck, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
I saw two clients today. Two little boys. I love my job. I love /me/. I fucking /rule/. My supervisor kept commenting that I have good observations and insight and stuff. Of course I do. I RULE. Doesn't anyone listen to me??
When A. and I first got together, half a lifetime ago, I told him that I would never do anything to keep anyone. I wanted someone to stay with me because they /wanted/ to. I always told him to remember where the door was, because I wasn't ever going to stand in front of it. If he ever wanted something else, something more, something different, it was always available.
I'm not going to push this thing. I'm not going to block the door. He's already mentally walked through. He's free to do so.
But I still rule. Oh yes. I RULE.
I saw two clients today. Two little boys. I love my job. I love /me/. I fucking /rule/. My supervisor kept commenting that I have good observations and insight and stuff. Of course I do. I RULE. Doesn't anyone listen to me??
When A. and I first got together, half a lifetime ago, I told him that I would never do anything to keep anyone. I wanted someone to stay with me because they /wanted/ to. I always told him to remember where the door was, because I wasn't ever going to stand in front of it. If he ever wanted something else, something more, something different, it was always available.
I'm not going to push this thing. I'm not going to block the door. He's already mentally walked through. He's free to do so.
But I still rule. Oh yes. I RULE.
