Stand still so I can see your silhouette.

[judecorp]

I know there is strength in the differences between us.
I know there is comfort where we overlap.

Why am I in such a craptastic mood? I was pretty happy all morning long, even at 7:45am at Whitehall Yearling High School's OWA class (which arguably sucks). I made it through WYHS and Reynoldsburg Junior High without incident, and on the way back to Children's I called my girl and everything was great. I ate my blah lunch of Healthy Choice something-or-other, and it wasn't until I talked to my boss that I was in a pooer of a mood.

I am at that point that occurs every two weeks or so where I feel thoroughly overwhelmed. I don't have the energy to give to my clients, I don't have the energy to give to the Big Gay Job^TM, I don't have the energy to devote to school... crap! That reminds me that I was planning to go to the library yesterday evening. Whoops. Last night I fell asleep at Cary's at 8:45pm or so while watching Mallrats. Yawn. I got home and was cranky all over my girl, which isn't even remotely fair. I'm sorry, by the way.

Today I broke one of my cardinal rules and made personal phone calls at work. I called the Domestic Relations office to find out about where/how to file for a dissolution of marriage, and I searched for attorneys that I need to call to find out their costs for document preparation. I know that I could probably do it all myself, but I don't have the energy for that either. I think someplace will do it for $300-$400. At this point, I might as well. Bleh. But then I got cranky that, once again, I was doing all of this preparation and planning shit myself, which is terribly irritating. I can not, and will not, ask again for help. I will not have another "I'm really too busy to do this" conversation.

I want to crawl into bed and sleep until Saturday afternoon. But that won't write my midterm paper, do my laundry, take out my garbage, bring out my recycling, change the sheets on my bed, read for school, go to work, go to classes, and clean the house for me.

*sigh* Still no word from Ameritech or the Public Utilities Commission or the Better Business Bureau.

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