Sunny days sweeping the clouds away
Mar. 8th, 2002 04:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpThe weather is beautiful. I went to the library and got 5 more articles for my Adolescents paper. New ones. 1999 and up. 5 of them. Yeah. And it was beautiful - breezy and warm, sunny, lovely. The air was clear, like the air in the office after Brett left, which was nice. Settled.
Drove home with the window open, Indigo Girls blaring and me along with them. Joking. Loud. Missing you. Stopped at Border's on the way home - they didn't have the elawpak book I wanted but they did have another DIY Ohio Divorce book with fill in the blank forms. Purchased. With the debit card linked to his money. He bought me the new Alanis, too, to inspire me to do my paper, and a new copy of Rubyfruit Jungle because I lost mine in the move in 2000. He doesn't know he bought me presents today. Thanks.
Went for a walk in the sun, knew there would be no paper-starting in this weather without a proper sacrifice. 4 miles quick, which was nice. Brisk walking. Wore shorts for the first time in 2002 - breezy, like I said - the thrilling feeling of the wind whipping hair on legs. There's really nothing else like that. Contemplated shaving this summer, now indecisive again, the feel of wind, freedom.
Talked aloud on the walk, as I am wont to do. Talked to you. Talked to my mother. I think it's time, in March, yes, to sit her down and explain to her that I /do/ love her, that I /do/ want her to know me, that I /will/ give her time to adjust although I don't agree with that. Don't agree with it, but understand it. 4 miles of chatter, aah, it must be spring. Time to start daily head-clearing walks, weather permitting. Lost 20 pounds that way last summer. Gained some back.
Time for Alanis, and Existential Family Therapy, and Death of a Salesman. I can do this. Think I'll call Cary about dinner, although I promised no going out.
Sunny. Breezy. Mobile. Free.
Drove home with the window open, Indigo Girls blaring and me along with them. Joking. Loud. Missing you. Stopped at Border's on the way home - they didn't have the elawpak book I wanted but they did have another DIY Ohio Divorce book with fill in the blank forms. Purchased. With the debit card linked to his money. He bought me the new Alanis, too, to inspire me to do my paper, and a new copy of Rubyfruit Jungle because I lost mine in the move in 2000. He doesn't know he bought me presents today. Thanks.
Went for a walk in the sun, knew there would be no paper-starting in this weather without a proper sacrifice. 4 miles quick, which was nice. Brisk walking. Wore shorts for the first time in 2002 - breezy, like I said - the thrilling feeling of the wind whipping hair on legs. There's really nothing else like that. Contemplated shaving this summer, now indecisive again, the feel of wind, freedom.
Talked aloud on the walk, as I am wont to do. Talked to you. Talked to my mother. I think it's time, in March, yes, to sit her down and explain to her that I /do/ love her, that I /do/ want her to know me, that I /will/ give her time to adjust although I don't agree with that. Don't agree with it, but understand it. 4 miles of chatter, aah, it must be spring. Time to start daily head-clearing walks, weather permitting. Lost 20 pounds that way last summer. Gained some back.
Time for Alanis, and Existential Family Therapy, and Death of a Salesman. I can do this. Think I'll call Cary about dinner, although I promised no going out.
Sunny. Breezy. Mobile. Free.
