Personality Disorder Test

Disorder Rating Information: (test is here)

Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Me? Histrionic? The others are a total given though.

Jodie says: Only /moderate/? Biznitch.

ObJ: Still love me?

Morning

I am such a schmuck.

I was going to go into work at 9:45am, and I even got up on time to do it (8am ugh). It was a hellish night, my mind was whirring in a hundred different directions (must be because I'm in love with this goth chick) and then I finally drifted off but Daedalus was being a total noodge this morning from about 5am on. At 5:30 or so I broke down and gave them some more food. Cats.

I'm supposed to tell you all that I'm in love with this goofy goth chick. There. Now I've told you. She's a psycho, though, you can see her test results and everything. Sherlock Holmes was Schizotypal. At least he was on my Psychopathology midterm last quarter. I am the DSM goddess.

Patty never called me back about my independent study so now all I can do is hope that I get out of work early enough to catch her before group. She and I used to co-facilitate a support group for lgbt youth, but my internship ended and she's got this dude helping her now. I want to collect the stories of my youth in the group for my independent study. I need Patty's okay, though.

I think I will go in at 10:45am instead. I was worried about being in too early. Wednesdays just about everyone is in, and it's hard for me to find office space. Aaah, the joys of being an intern. Still, I'm hoping I can latch on to someone's appointments before the staff meeting. I wonder if we'll staff the girl who, no joke, may have a Dissociative Disorder. I'm only 25, and I've come across a girl who meets criteria for a Dissociative Disorder. Well how totally effing cool is that?

Went to Juliann's MUSH to try to wake her goth ass up. It's so goth to be idle. Oh look, she just de-idled. I rule!

Histrionic? I am /soooo/ not histrionic. Much. But Mark was histrionic too, so heh, it's bearable. I don't think he's histrionic either. We tend to online test very similarly, lots of the emode ones. We got to be indignant together about the lack of Trans- and fetish stuff on the straight tests. Phooey.

Anyway, I need to pack my lunch and spend my last 15 with J. Her mom's on the prowl to find smurfs for me. Yeah, mom!

Even God's children, they have to die!

Just got home from work. It's nice to know that my goth girlmissed me. Yay! I'm here to change and eat and then I need to run again. Patty called back and said I could come suck around for independent study information at group tonight, so I'm going to have to boogie on down there.

Got my therapist number and put my schedule up for the intake people, so it's official. I will be shrinking kids soon - next week most likely. Yeee! That's very thrilling and very scary. But I'm psyched about it. *does a little dance*

I have no idea what to eat. Laura brought cupcakes to the staff meeting. Evil, evil, evil. They were GOOD. But I was trying to be good, I brought all healthy food to work. So I didn't eat it. Just cupcake. Hee!

YAY! Mark got the LDD I had sent to him. Damien sooooo reminds me of him, so I got someone on YahooGroups to pick me up a Damien and send it to Mark. I wish that dude would give me his address so I can pay for it. I feel like such a deadbeat.

Nick Cave is just /the man/. In case you didn't know. And that's all I have to say right now.

ObJ: Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am fun again.

My kids!

Oh, goodness, but I missed those kids. The Phoenix Pride kids just totally rock. They seemed pretty willing to help with my project, though we didn't get to talk about it much, mostly because they got into a discussion about the Michigan Wimmin's Music Festival, but it seems like a bunch of them will be willing to share their stories with me. Some of them will write, others want me to interview them. YAY!

They were all so smiley and happy when I showed up - they MISSED me! And when I was leaving, a chorus of 20 cheery youth gave their own personal, beautiful goodbyes.

I love the Phoenix Pride/Kaleidoscope Youth Coalition youth!

Eep!

I just typed something to a very good friend online that I have never, ever, ever, EVER said to anyone in the whole world, even myself.

I am shaking.