judecorp | Jul. 31st, 2001

Juliann said not to leave the house today, except to go to therapy. I have a feeling she's having something delivered. I'm dreadfully afraid the blessed event will happen while I'm gone. I have to run some ungodly errands after (like drop off a resume, important things) and I don't want to miss it! This has been such a ridiculously hellish week, and it's only Tuesday!

I woke up early this morning. Couldn't sleep. I stayed up until 4am talking first to Mark and then another M. People I like. A lot. Helping Mark through some things took my mind off my own things, which was exactly what I needed last night. The night ended with giggles when Mark finally went to bed. Good. We needed giggles.

I'm going to call my professor this afternoon and see if I can meet with him before class tomorrow to talk about my independent study. I'm really stressing that it's week 7 and I have nothing done and with all of the new stress on top of the old stress, I could use some advice. Can't my independent study be to just completely mellow out for a week in NY with good friends? I'll even write a paper about it, for crying out loud!

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Did you have a good world when you died?
Enough to base a movie on?

(Jim Morrison, The Movie, An American Prayer)

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ObJ: I hope I don't miss it!!
ObK: THANK YOU again.
ObJH: Are you still reading this?
ObW: Ani ohevet otcha.