Feb. 3rd, 2002

judecorp: (jude's ear)
I know a lot of people.

I never seem to think so, because I see the same people day in and day out (this is probably because I'm always at work). But apparently, who I know or am acquainted with stretches rather extensively.

I know this because I ran into someone I knew last night. While not quite as surreal as seeing 8 or so people that I knew from Columbus in Milwaukee, it was still a smiley surprise.

At my potluck last night for the grad student group, I saw a girl whose face and voice were terribly familiar, but I couldn't place her (this is unusual for me - I'm good with names and faces). I cocked my head and said, "I know you. I swear I know you." In her head, she was thinking, "Hey, that girl's face looks like Judie's but the hair is different." She thought I'd been introduced as 'Amy' which further added confusion, but when she said she knew me from Stonewall, I knew who it was. Hee. Volunteer of the Year.

We never talked much when we worked together (I was an intern, she was the volunteer coordinator), at least not until the end of spring quarter when I realized that she and I had the same harsh, dry sense of humor, and that we related to people we liked by insulting them as hard as we can. I remember meeting her mother, a 'rah-rah' kind of a woman who is an older version of Laura herself.

We caught up on 'where have you been for the last year?' and we trash-talked some people we both know. We made fun of each other, threatened to go outside and kick each other's respective asses, and her roommate kept announcing that he was going to dump her and make me have his babies. Andy was a funny guy. I'll have to get back in touch with him.

The potluck was a lot more fun than I was expecting, and had I been able to, I would have stayed longer. I talked more with a boy I had met very briefly (Brian) and he seems like a cool person. He likes someone I know, so I am going to get Coworker Hope involved and do some reconnaissance. The host was a great guy who had a neat apartment (damn it! I want a cool apartment like that!) with lots of thrift store treasures that were to DIE for. It was a good time.

I went to Cary's after, because I'd promised. We got some snackies and watched a movie I had never heard of called Jawbreaker. It was really good in that Heathers sort of way. (Not /as/ good, but similarly good.) I was too tired to watch another movie, so I drove home and called The GirlTM. Pajamas on, into bed, talked for a while, drifted to sleep. Mmm. A nice end to a rather dramatic day emotionally.

I moved the very last scrap of A.'s stuff out of my bedroom, the room that once served as our spare room for everything. Yesterday, his books walked out of my room and into the living room, and my books from the living room into my bedroom. There were things from me in some of these books that I moved -- cards, notes, a ritual I'd written where I committed myself to him. Ouch. Left a message on The GirlTM's cell phone, which helped immensely.

Does this ever end?
judecorp: (jude and jen)
I have successfully finished another fantasy novel, and I think this one is my new favorite. Of course, it's probably not much of an accomplishment to be "best of three," for I've only finished two other fantasy novels: The Mists of Avalon and The Deed of Paksennarion (I think that's the name, sheesh, I don't even remember). I suppose there have been other fantasy books (The Princess Bride and The Neverending Story come to mind), but when I think of Knights and Gods and Battles, I think of those two. Three, now.

I pored through the words with rapt attention, for this was a very important novel to me. This is The GirlTM's novel, and it was sent to me in the mail. I wanted not only to revel in the talents of a special person, but also to gain glimmers of insight into who she is, who she truly is in her creative soul.

She loves the characters in this novel in a very personal way. They are parts of her and parts of those she loves. They are fair parts of strength and weakness, courage and fear, honor and rage. Their compositions belie her Libra nature, something I am both drawn to and love. The Champion. The Princess. The Best Friend. The Benefactor.

This morning I decided to finish the novel. The Big Ending was being set up and I had about 40 pages to go. I curled into my bed, cat on my lap, and devoured the final pages. I was concerned that The Champion would die. I felt like Bastian in The Neverending Story, talking to paper. "No!" my inner child screamed, "they can't take her now!"

The words in the novel read very personally to me. The underlying theme of the novel, through all of the Order vs. Chaos, is persevering love. It is love that brings the Champion and the Princess together over and over, it is love that underlies Perfect Trust, it is love that raises a street girl into a National Champion. Love between family (chosen and blood), love between friends, love between mates, love for what is right - 185 pages of love. And in these words of love, gah.

It was like a 185-page love letter. It was if the characters, the dialogue were written especially for me, even though I know that's not the case. In the picture book of my imagination, I saw The Champion and she was me. I saw The Princess and she was me. And they were also Her.

(I look at you and see the person that I am sometimes. I look at you and see the person that I want to be sometimes.)

I fell in love, over the weeks, with the characters in the pages. With Kieron. And Kassia. And Kieriani. And Hadriis. And Moren. And Erial. And I fell in love with you, Jennifer, over and over again.

Thank you for sharing your work with me. Thank you for sharing your soul with me.
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A. knows Jennifer and I are in love.

Time to unlock the posts.

Go Pats!!

Feb. 3rd, 2002 09:43 pm
judecorp: (mini me)
Don't disappoint me, Patriots. I've waited for this since you lost to the Chicago Bears in Superbowl XX.

Please.
judecorp: (mini me)
My Patriots won! Hooray! Hooray!

I have waited for this since I was a tiny boy. I have waited for this all night. I have waited for this with every ounce of my New Englander being.

I less than three the Patriots. And I am not the RatButt anymore!

HA HA, Guy! YOU are the RatButt for a WHOLE YEAR!

Yay! I feel like I'm seven again.

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