Not so excited.

I was so excited but now I'm so not. I think this cycle is going to be another promising-looking bust. My temp went down this morning and I know it could pop back up at any time but I'm just gearing myself up for the beginning of the end. Sometimes Follistim shortens your luteal phase also, so I wouldn't be surprised if I got my period early too, just to spite myself. Maybe my temp will be back up tomorrow and I will be excited again. Who knows?

One thing that's kind of bumming me out is that if Jen is excited or interested, she's really not showing it. Everyone and their mother knows that I was totally jazzed about my chart the last couple of days and she doesn't really mention it. It wouldn't bother me so much, I don't think, if a bazillion people all over the internet weren't really vocal about their hope and optimism for me. I try not to compare, but sometimes it sets in: Why are they all into my TTC ups and downs and my coparent doesn't seem to be?

This is probably all PMS talking. I guess I will find out in a couple of days.

Baby Katherine!

Big thanks to lorac and William for dropping by with beautiful baby Katherine! I got to spend some QT with some of my favorite people AND a baby on my lap!

She currently weighs about as much as Ralph. They felt the same on my lap. It was kind of surreal. (And Ralph was jealous.) And she is the cutest ever and she told me in the strictest confidence that I was her favoritest ever.

Yay babies!