I too used to write and write and write. I never had to try it poured out of me. I often find myself mouring that part of me that seems to have died at some point. Its painful and horrible when i try to force words onto a page. I never thought anything I wrote was the be all and end all. But it was. That was enough. Back then I would have called it all kind of silly. Now I am lost without it. I always expected i would grow up and apart from my friends. I never expected to grow away from myself. Ironically I am closer to them now than I am to me alot of the time. I shall stop rambling now.
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Date: 2002-08-31 01:36 pm (UTC)I never had to try it poured out of me. I often find myself mouring that part of me that seems to have died at some point.
Its painful and horrible when i try to force words onto a page.
I never thought anything I wrote was the be all and end all.
But it was.
That was enough.
Back then I would have called it all kind of silly.
Now I am lost without it.
I always expected i would grow up and apart from my friends.
I never expected to grow away from myself.
Ironically I am closer to them now than I am to me alot of the time.
I shall stop rambling now.