judecorp | I still recall the things you said to make me feel alright. (Reply)

As I lay me down to sleep, this I pray:
that you will hold me, dear. Though I'm far away,
I whisper your name into the sky,
and I will wake up happy.

I can't explain it. I can't describe it. I can't even rationalize it away. All I know is that a month ago a part of me was missing, and now it's not. The only drawback is that I'm not ready for this yet. Again. I know, I know, I'm my own worst enemy, right? This time, though, everything's on the table, out in the open. There's something comforting and wonderful about that.

On Saturday I'm getting up at 4am to fly out of here at 6. I get to Newark at 9am so I can accompany a girl on her big moving trip. [puppy eyes] Anyone want to drive me to the airport at like 4:45am? [/puppy eyes] And as of right now, nearly 11pm on Sunday 6 October, there's only giddy excitement. Yay.