I'm going to make an honest woman of her.
Oct. 29th, 2003 09:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpI think I have a rain hangover. My mood is as grey as the weather was yesterday, but instead of just feeling lethargic (like I did yesterday), I'm mentally spastic and unable to concentrate on anything. I feel like I have all kinds of energy vibrating inside of me, just under the surface, but it can't get out, so it just makes me jittery.
During training today (where homosexuality was not mentioned, phew), I was so shaky and felt so out of sorts. It was like I feel when I skip meals, except that I'd eaten lunch. I was sort of zoning my way through the afternoon, but inside, I was full of energy. Weird. And now I feel a similar inner vibration, though I feel glued to my chair. I wonder if the time change is finally catching up to me, or the cooler weather, or perhaps it's just general malaise from having to sit in boring training with a man who thinks he's very funny - too bad his "humor" doesn't appeal to me.
My hair is getting long. I really want to grow it out but I think I'm going to lose the patience for it. The plus about this "growing out" thing is that my Jennifer has been saying how hot I look for several days now. I know she finds me attractive, but there's something especially flattering about her sounding very taken aback and saying, "Wow. You're so /hot/!" at random times during the night. <3 I'm so smitten. <3
(Yeah, I know, I'm making a weird face. I'm tired. Go soak.)
(Yours was the kiss that counted / The one that mattered / My life before me undone / This would be the kiss that counted / The one that shattered my defenses / Bringing me emotion and devotion)
Have I mentioned lately that I love having a digital camera? I'm so glad I used my tax refund wisely this year. But now I must disinfect myself, because Grendel decided to start a cat fight while she was on my lap, and I'm going to get Cat Scratch Fever if I don't take care of it. *sigh*
During training today (where homosexuality was not mentioned, phew), I was so shaky and felt so out of sorts. It was like I feel when I skip meals, except that I'd eaten lunch. I was sort of zoning my way through the afternoon, but inside, I was full of energy. Weird. And now I feel a similar inner vibration, though I feel glued to my chair. I wonder if the time change is finally catching up to me, or the cooler weather, or perhaps it's just general malaise from having to sit in boring training with a man who thinks he's very funny - too bad his "humor" doesn't appeal to me.
My hair is getting long. I really want to grow it out but I think I'm going to lose the patience for it. The plus about this "growing out" thing is that my Jennifer has been saying how hot I look for several days now. I know she finds me attractive, but there's something especially flattering about her sounding very taken aback and saying, "Wow. You're so /hot/!" at random times during the night. <3 I'm so smitten. <3
(Yeah, I know, I'm making a weird face. I'm tired. Go soak.)
(Yours was the kiss that counted / The one that mattered / My life before me undone / This would be the kiss that counted / The one that shattered my defenses / Bringing me emotion and devotion)
Have I mentioned lately that I love having a digital camera? I'm so glad I used my tax refund wisely this year. But now I must disinfect myself, because Grendel decided to start a cat fight while she was on my lap, and I'm going to get Cat Scratch Fever if I don't take care of it. *sigh*
