Shrine Circus
Apr. 5th, 2004 10:34 amThe highlight of the afternoon was getting to sit next to Tyler. She was /so excited/ about the circus. Everything was a thrill. She would raise her hands high in the air and clap and cheer as loud as she could. She gasped in all the right places. Her eyes were dinner plates. For three hours, she /breathed/ the circus.
For a short time, I let her sit on my lap so she could see the ring that was furthest from us, over the head of the father in front of me. I could feel her breath catch with every "death-defying" stunt, the pulse in her stomach quickening under my fingertips. This child was /alive/ with the circus, the lights, the music, the costumes. At one point, she pointed to the ceiling and announced to me: "That's a disco ball. It makes all of those sparkly lights," and she said it with such reverence. "Discoball," she repeated, three syllables of amazement.
She pointed, her arm taut, "A tiger! A white tiger!" Again, "An elephant!" Later, "Pretty horses! It's the Horse Lady!" Our conversations were priceless. I've forgotten half of them already.
Someday, the breath caught and the pulse quickening will be mine, spirit of my spirit, flesh of my beloved. Discoball.
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Date: 2004-04-05 02:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-05 05:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-07 01:32 am (UTC)My dad is a Shriner, so I knew a lot of Shriner clowns personally. But my dad was not a clown.
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Date: 2004-04-07 01:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-07 02:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-07 12:27 pm (UTC)Are you Mr. Cannonlady? Or is she now Mrs. Best Buy?