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Oct. 23rd, 2004 01:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpI got to talk to Daina last night, which was nice. I haven't talked to Daina in forever. Sometimes it's like we speak the same language and follow those rules where we insist we don't do certain things and then proceed to do them. Good times. I really hope things work out for her for a change - she is like a crap magnet sometimes.
I'm sitting here in my pajamas waiting for the cable guy to come because our cable modem has been on the fritz. Of course, it's working right now, so he'll probably show up now, think we're crazy, and leave. And then the cable will proceed to go out again for the rest of the day. Or something.
My heart hurts. I hate those conversations that not only come out of nowhere but also dredge up things that have never been said. Why does this happen? Why do I only find out about things in the middle of arguments? At that point I'm so raw and sensitive and upset, it just seems so useless. I don't know what to do sometimes. I've never tried so hard in my life, yet I make no progress or headway. (What's a headway? About 8 pounds.) Also, I'm hungry.
I want the cable guy to come so I can shower and get Laurie a birthday present. I know that if I try to shower now, he will immediately answer the doorbell.
I'm sitting here in my pajamas waiting for the cable guy to come because our cable modem has been on the fritz. Of course, it's working right now, so he'll probably show up now, think we're crazy, and leave. And then the cable will proceed to go out again for the rest of the day. Or something.
My heart hurts. I hate those conversations that not only come out of nowhere but also dredge up things that have never been said. Why does this happen? Why do I only find out about things in the middle of arguments? At that point I'm so raw and sensitive and upset, it just seems so useless. I don't know what to do sometimes. I've never tried so hard in my life, yet I make no progress or headway. (What's a headway? About 8 pounds.) Also, I'm hungry.
I want the cable guy to come so I can shower and get Laurie a birthday present. I know that if I try to shower now, he will immediately answer the doorbell.
