You know, I'm totally okay with the fact that friendships change and that some people move on and that's the way life is. I mean, it's not like I still actively maintain relationships with every single person I've ever been friends with, and then there are those surprises that come out of the woodwork, even wacky Republican doctors whom I absolutely love. ;)
I know that there's no "friend quota" and that I'm not incapable of forging new friendships... It's more like this is one of the hardest years of my life, and there are just so many bad things happening and it's so overwhelming and I'd just like a couple of good friends. Maybe even one. I'm not too picky. I know it takes a while to find the right fit, I just really could have used one all summer and it's starting to wear me down.
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Date: 2005-11-08 04:15 am (UTC)I know that there's no "friend quota" and that I'm not incapable of forging new friendships... It's more like this is one of the hardest years of my life, and there are just so many bad things happening and it's so overwhelming and I'd just like a couple of good friends. Maybe even one. I'm not too picky. I know it takes a while to find the right fit, I just really could have used one all summer and it's starting to wear me down.
You're right, though - I'm just super lonely.