Judecorp.

ok, this is too weird, but one of the other major themes in my life right now is keeping that spark going in my relationship. we have been together for 2.5 years and he is certainly my True Love, but man, i miss that i-love-you-so-much-i-don't-know-what-to-with-myself-so-i-am-calling-out-to-work-or-some-other-crazy-thing-because-i-cannot-take-my-eyes-off-of-you feeling. instead of "did you pick up milk today?" we have lived together for a year and a half, and things get mundane. it's not that i want to be back in the dating world to get that feeling... i want it with *him*. i think it's that the love manifests in different ways after time, but it's tough to let Intense Passionate Love go to let Deep Stable Love dominate. oh, and we just got 2 kittens... so you can imagine the twilite zone theme in the back of my head as i read your recent entries thinking "do i lead a double life unknowingly? am i reading my own journal?" anyway, i found your journal because anitsirk is one of said best friends and your username caught my eye on her friends list. i graduated from msc with her. actually, my True Love is scott fernandes little brother... i think scott was in your class. so again, sorry to be that weird lurker person, but i thought the similarities justified another post!