Calgon, take me away

[judecorp]

So the formal offer came in from Florida and it's pretty much everything Jen wanted. My prediction is that she will be out of Massachusetts in a month's time. Sucks on many levels, but I'm especially dreading finishing all of Dad's house stuff by myself.

She has to make her official decision tomorrow and let them know. If she accepts and goes, there's really no need for me to keep that infertility appointment - I wouldn't want to go through that whole arduous and emotional process alone. I've been waiting so long for this, for the possibility of this, it's just... augh.

Having to afford a second apartment down in Florida would mean there'd be no money for airfare/visits.

So far, 2006's not looking so hot, either.

Comments

[cappucinogrrl.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're going through this. But, regardless of how much I tease you, you are still YOUNG, and things will work out in time. Hang in there, chica.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I know I'm not OLD, but this babymaking stuff could end up being a difficult and complex process, so the sooner we start, the better our chances for sure. I was always okay with not physically having a baby because I've also always wanted to adopt. But in Florida, unless things change sometime soon, that's not possible either.

Right now I pretty much just feel doomed on the baby front, which sucks because this is the first time in my whole life I let myself get excited about the possibility. So it's a pretty big letdown.

Besides, you're right, I'm OLD. ;)