BizarroWorld

[judecorp]

I feel like I'm living in the middle of one huge misunderstanding, a vast chasm of miscommunication and random assumptions. It's dizzying. I think I stepped into a timewarp. A timewarp into BizarroWorld.

Between the mysterious self-help package, the number of people I would never suspect who felt the need to tell me it wasn't them, and other situations that I'm too stunned and speechless to give words to, I'm just so... discombobulated.

I don't find my words particularly harsh or extreme, and I would think that similar words and tones delivered to me would not be received negatively... but perhaps I am the biggest misunderstanding of them all.

Who am I and how did this black hole of suckitude become my life?

Comments

[prunesnprisms.livejournal.com]

Well, for my part, I mostly said it wasn't me because you seemed to be looking for an admission. I didn't have anything to admit, but I wanted to affirm, even if you didn't know, that it wasn't me. It didn't have any other connotations behind it, or not any that I meant.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I wasn't really looking for an admission, mostly because the person I think it is doesn't have an LJ. But if s/he happened to be lurking around... you know?

I guess maybe that was the wrong forum to put such a statement, I don't know. I don't really know much of anything anymore. That's what I'm beginning to find out these days, and it's not terribly pleasant.

Ignore my melancholy. You have many more things on your plate to worry about that me.

[prunesnprisms.livejournal.com]

You know I worry about everyone. Probably more than I should.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Maybe worrying about me /is/ the problem. For a bunch of people. Maybe if people didn't worry about me, things would be better for them.

*shrug* Don't know, really.

[prunesnprisms.livejournal.com]

That is an awfully strange way to put that. I am not worrying about you in a crippling sense, at least to me. I know you find the concern of others burdensome, but it isn't intended that way.

Or maybe you just wish everyone would butt out? =) (feeble joke)

[estrange.livejournal.com]

I hope things get better for you!

Status Check

[dianamarie.livejournal.com]

I honestly think you've been living and dealing with a lot of stresses and expecations and questions in your life for a while.

I presume someone reacted badly to what you posted? It seemed fine to me, but I didn't read it and think you might suspect me, nor did I want to jokingly declare Not-Me. Maybe folks were joking?

*tight snug* to you. Wish I could comb through your life and sift the weirdness out.

[indigodove.livejournal.com]

*hug*

I think you've had a lot on your plate for the past year, and are dealing with it better than I would.

Much love.

[rachelmichellek.livejournal.com]

wha?

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Ha ha, you said "butt."

It's not concern that I find burdensome, not really... it's when people decide to somehow sacrifice for you (not saying you here, just general) and then let you know later that their sacrifice is bad for them...

Weird stuff's been happening this week, that's all.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

You and me both! Say hi to JD for me!

Re: Status Check

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Well, there were just way too many miscommunications and bizarro communications this week. Too many for my tastes, anyway.

The weird anonymous package was the start, and then all the people either a) telling me "It wasn't me!" or b) making goofy jokes like, "Ha ha, I see you got my package."

And then I found out who sent me a particularly scathing anonymous comment. I'd had NO clue that it was who it was (the person e-mailed me and identified) and I was just so ridiculously shocked that this particular person was so harsh with me... and then harsh in the explanation e-mail.

I feel like I'm living in some sort of weird friend time warp. But if you'd like to show up with some huge comb, I'm open to that!

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Oh honey, I'm not dealing with it well at all.

But the internet provides content editing. :)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Just a lotta weird communications this week. Really weird. That's all.

p.s. I'm sorry about your brother.