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[judecorp]

This is bad. I can't even get up the motivation to go to Target to buy toilet paper. I wish there was a toilet paper delivery service. I just don't know what to do. I'm fine when I'm distracted but then I start thinking about waiting until September and I get all teary again. I never used to be an emotional person but to have come so close to something and then... guh, it feels like someone dangled a baby in front of me and then put a nice thick glass wall between us. I can see exactly what we're missing... and don't have a soul around who can relate.

It's when I'm down in it that I miss Columbus the most. I probably would have had 10 well-intentioned distracting phone calls by now, and an offer or two of something to keep the mind busy - bike gangs, group tv watching, pbr at betty's, a little aerobie in goodale park, some deck time at pete's. Here I've been counting the hours til Jen comes home from work... about 3hours15 now... started counting around 6.5... tick, tick, tick, tick...

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[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Well, if they end up doing the HSG in August since July is booked, they're not going to let me do Clomid. I asked about doing Clomid and the HSG together this cycle back when I thought I was actually going to get the HSG this month and the doctor's office said no, they don't do that.

That sucks, cause I know a girl who took Clomid on days 3-7, had an HSG on day 9, and got her BFP on day 30.

[estrange.livejournal.com]

What exactly is a HSG?