Weepy

[judecorp]

I really need to stop shooting myself in the gut with hormones. For real. I am so weepy!

This morning, I got weepy at (no lie) the final episode of Real World: Key West. And then I got weepy while watching a back episode of Cheerleader Nation on Lifetime where this one girl (Ashley) gets weepy talking about how self-conscious she is and how much she loves her friends. And I also got weepy at some e-mails I've been getting. And the cheesiest songs on the radio will set me off also. And a friend wrote on LJ about his visit to Auschwitz and I was a total mess.

I know that injects are less crazy-provoking than Clomid (thank goodness), and I don't have that "I am not in control of my life" feeling I had going on with Clomid... just general weepiness. I'm sure it's a combination of the hormones and the pressure of the process, but still... annoying.

Maybe I should stop with the Metformin and let my testosterone go back up so I can go back to being the strong boy that everyone liked. Word.

Comments

[snack.livejournal.com]

nods - i did the surgery when i was 21. doc said it shouldn't grow back. a year after the surgery i was still in pain. so i started taking the pills straight through to skip the period on my own. a new doc agreed with my decision. so i took them straight through on and off, having an occassional period. pain. after a while i just never stopped taking them.

the periods weren't that bad once i came off. my cycles are crazy weird now though. :)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Ugh, what a pain (literally). Does not having cycles mess with you in any way? :)