Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

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[judecorp.livejournal.com]

No. To be honest, I don't know if I will. Not right now, that's for sure. I have nothing but fear and sadness on my mind these days.

[cappucinogrrl.livejournal.com]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZ-l7TB0bq0

I've never been in your position, so I don't know exactly what you need and want besides love and support, and I'll definitely give you that.

...But if you ever want a distraction facebook is the way to go.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Funky Tut!

Let's make a deal - if I do Facebook, you will be the first to know. How's that? :)

[cappucinogrrl.livejournal.com]

Tut, Tut, Tut

Sounds good to me.