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I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.
It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.
It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.
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Date: 2006-12-10 08:19 pm (UTC)Let's make a deal - if I do Facebook, you will be the first to know. How's that? :)
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Date: 2006-12-10 08:52 pm (UTC)Sounds good to me.