judecorp | So now that I've ranted...

I don't know what to do with free time.

I haven't had free time, and by that I mean really /really/ free (no plans, even) in so long that I don't know what to do with. I flipped television channels for a while, and that got really boring, and made my head hurt. (I haven't watched television in months and months.) I called

rizzo41, but she was out of daytime minutes. I have been reading A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius. I went out to lunch with my grandparents and my aunt. I took an extra long (and long for me is 15 minutes, so this was probably *gasp!* 20) shower. I called a girl to see when she was getting on the road. And now I am reading LJs.

It's so weird to have this much time. I would have slept longer but my father woke me up at 8, so I have been up since then. I have nothing I have to do. I have been doing Logic Puzzles. (Yay!) I have contemplated writing in the paper journal. I have been reading for pleasure. I watched mindless television.

And I'm bored. I am antsy. I don't know what to do with myself. Part of the antsiness is that

kieron will be here in a couple of hours and I want it to be NOW! (Don't care how, I want it now!) Part of it is that I am in Rhode Island in my childhood home and that drives me bonkers. Part of it is the cloudy, rainy, raw, cold weather that is not at all what I want for my time spent on the Cape. Mostly, though, I just want to be /on/ the Cape, with a girl.

*sigh* When I get home, I will long for the days where I had no clients, no classes, no phone calls to make, no schoolwork to do. But for now, I just wish I had something scheduled. Not a client or a class, though... a movie with a girl. Or dinner somewhere. Or a quiet conversation with my head on her shoulder. Or... well, nevermind. O:)

(T minus 2.5 hours or so.)

A bientot!