Tsunamis and Resolutions

I am still trying to wrap my mind around the sheer amount of death and tragedy caused by the earthquake in the Indian Ocean and the resulting tsunamis. I don't think I have enough emotion in my body to really feel appropriately for these events of destruction and death. I totally can't even comprehend the masses, the number of broken families. When the WTC went down, that seemed /so/ /big/ to me, and in comparison to this, it's just a speck, a fraction. I remember walking past the sea of "Missing!" posters at Ground Zero with Jodie and being totally overwhelmed. I'm afraid to look at the bulletin boards for people looking for loved ones in Thailand and other places. I don't think I can handle it.

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I'm not one for New Year resolutions, but I think I'm really going to try to better myself and bring myself closer to my goals and dreams in 2005.

( Resolution-type stuff: )

I think that will do for now. I'm going to rot my brain with trashy television. I think that "Who's My Daddy?" reality show is on FOX tonight. Yes!

When the wind is in your hair, you laugh like a little girl.

I miss Gargamel's CD player. I miss having a CD player in a car I drive around in all day. I miss being able to listen to The Magnetic Fields on the way to home visits. I want to listen to The Magnetic Fields right now, but I'm too lazy to find the CDs.

I know Professor Blumen
makes you feel like a woman
but when the wind is in your hair
you laugh like a little girl.

I really should pull out those 69 Love Songs CDs more often. That part gets me every time. And crena ripped those CDs for me. I miss crena. And happy2beso, who will be 29 in a little over an hour (my time).