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End of the week
Apr. 28th, 2006 05:45 pmThank goodness this week is over. It has just been too eventful and too heavy for me. Today when I was driving around, I just felt like I was carrying around too much weight and baggage and heaviness. I felt pinned to my seat and it was just so overwhelmingly sad, even though nothing bad happened today. I think I just capped out.
Some of the action was good, some not so good... I'm just not used to that kind of action. I got quite behind on LJ and comments and e-mails and I'd actually been really good about that stuff for a little while. Oddly enough, that was stressful, too - wanting more time to just decompress and goof on the internet, but not really having the time/energy.
Having the worst week ever at the same time as having a house guest is probably not the best scenario. I adore Coworker Funk but after a while it just become one more thing to stress over - coordinating showers and mealtimes and all of that. Hopefully she had an enjoyable time and wasn't too put out by my mid-week crankiness.
Today is the last day of Clomid and I am quite excited for that. Last cycle I didn't really have many emotional side effects from it (a little weepiness with cheesy songs), but with the events of this week I found that I hit that "overwhelmed" line a lot sooner than I usually do. Although it's not terribly common that I have Clomid, a house guest, sleep deprivation from a kitten running all over me since we couldn't lock him in the guest room, far too many hours at work for one week, AF visiting Jen, hugely painful relationship discussion, a house fire, and Big Deal Drama (of the major, major kind) with one of my families all at the same time. It was just too much.
I am so thankful for the weekend. I don't even care if I will spend the whole time cleaning and running errands, I really don't. It's just the end of the week and the end of Clomid and hopefully the beginning of a little peace. And Stick It!, which I am terribly excited to see tomorrow. :)
( A little Lyrics Time action in honor of Beltane upcoming )
Some of the action was good, some not so good... I'm just not used to that kind of action. I got quite behind on LJ and comments and e-mails and I'd actually been really good about that stuff for a little while. Oddly enough, that was stressful, too - wanting more time to just decompress and goof on the internet, but not really having the time/energy.
Having the worst week ever at the same time as having a house guest is probably not the best scenario. I adore Coworker Funk but after a while it just become one more thing to stress over - coordinating showers and mealtimes and all of that. Hopefully she had an enjoyable time and wasn't too put out by my mid-week crankiness.
Today is the last day of Clomid and I am quite excited for that. Last cycle I didn't really have many emotional side effects from it (a little weepiness with cheesy songs), but with the events of this week I found that I hit that "overwhelmed" line a lot sooner than I usually do. Although it's not terribly common that I have Clomid, a house guest, sleep deprivation from a kitten running all over me since we couldn't lock him in the guest room, far too many hours at work for one week, AF visiting Jen, hugely painful relationship discussion, a house fire, and Big Deal Drama (of the major, major kind) with one of my families all at the same time. It was just too much.
I am so thankful for the weekend. I don't even care if I will spend the whole time cleaning and running errands, I really don't. It's just the end of the week and the end of Clomid and hopefully the beginning of a little peace. And Stick It!, which I am terribly excited to see tomorrow. :)
( A little Lyrics Time action in honor of Beltane upcoming )
