The Rollercoaster

I went in this morning for ultrasound and bloodwork, my first ultrasound of the cycle after 7 days of injections. And it was not the greatest thing ever, not the least of reasons because I got 4 hours of sleep last night after late night argument with Jen. So, bleh.

( Fertility Update - CD10 Appt )

Sometimes I feel like it would be easier to try all of this without any hope at all, because then there would be nothing to lose.

War

You know, all this war stuff bugs me.

I mean really, REALLY bugs me.

When I was a kid, I would get anxious stomach aches thinking about things like the ozone layer and global warming. I don't get stomach aches like that anymore (thank GOD) but sometimes I get stuck on something and can't get off it. And right now it's war. I just don't get it. At all. What's the frickin point?

Maybe it's because I don't have a competitive streak or whatever, but I can think of a million trillion things I'd rather do than have a war.