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Jul. 18th, 2002 02:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpI really just can't be the person who feels badly about hirself like this. It's not me and it doesn't feel good, but most importantly, it doesn't feel right.
I tried. Please don't ever let it be said that I didn't. I tried and it's too big and I wanted to keep trying but apparently I screwed it up. It's hard being expected to know things when I'm not told them. It's hard having to answer for that ignorance.
You played the fool while I played the clown. We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum. You raise my hopes, then you raise the odds. You tell me that I dream too much, now I'm serving time in disillusionment.
I tried. Please don't ever let it be said that I didn't. I tried and it's too big and I wanted to keep trying but apparently I screwed it up. It's hard being expected to know things when I'm not told them. It's hard having to answer for that ignorance.
You played the fool while I played the clown. We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum. You raise my hopes, then you raise the odds. You tell me that I dream too much, now I'm serving time in disillusionment.
