Circle, circle, dot, dot. Now you've had your cooties shot.

[judecorp]

You know what I hate about myself? I hate that I swallow things down and push them back until they get to me so badly that I just melt down. And I hate that the person who gets the meltdown is probably the last person that ever should.

Basically, I just hate losing control, period. Between the accident, getting slammed at work, trying to get holiday things done, and the bitter realization that I could have lost someone very special, I guess I'm more than a little frayed around the edges. I guess I need a little more than I'm letting on.

Today I'm thankful to Jennifer, for putting up with me even in her hardest times, and Jodie, for calling this afternoon to ask if I am okay.

Love.

Comments

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Absolutely.

It seems that we deem that certain people are "safe" to be honest and real in front of, and those people bear the brunt of so many emotions ~ I wonder if by making them "safe" for us, we're making them "unsafe" for them?

Is it worth the gamble?

[mythicalbeast.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure there is an option on that gamble.
Perhaps there is, and it involves hugging yourself with the aid of straps for a long time.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

While I like hugging, and I like myself, I think I'll pass. :)

You hug me instead. :)