Indecision-maker
Jul. 10th, 2001 01:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpI am such a Libra.
How lame is it to be so dependent on astronomy? What can I say, when it's true, it's true. I vascillate so much. Blah.
So much of me says 'work on the relationship'. So much of me says, 'go it alone.' I can't believe it's been over 5 years now. Wow.
It's funny how things come full circle. Mark reminds me of Aaron C., my best friend from high school/early college. Now I hear myself having the same conversations with Mark about A. as I used to have with Aaron about the high school SO. How freaking bizarro.
Maybe I didn't get it right the first time. I went running from the high school SO. Same sort of sitch - we were moving in completely different worlds. I think it worked out for the best... I know that the person I am now would be /miserable/ with him. I need to stop ruminating on this for a while and just let things play out. How's that for running? Heh.
I don't know what possessed me to go to school full-time in the summer. That was simple lunacy. 62 credits in one year's time. GAH! I have an independent study that I really need to start working on. Six weeks left in the quarter. The groups class won't take too much effort (yay), and Race&Ethnicity, which starts in a week or so and goes for 5 action-packed weeks, will require a project, but nothing over the top. The independent study will be easy too, if I would just do it.
Do it do it do it do it. When I get through this quarter I get three weeks of yay, one of which is spent in the City. Oh, glorious 8-day-week-in-my-favorite-City!
Days off are good, but gah, I'm so lazy. The crappy carpet that is falling apart broke my vacuum. Oh well. No more housework for me!
How lame is it to be so dependent on astronomy? What can I say, when it's true, it's true. I vascillate so much. Blah.
So much of me says 'work on the relationship'. So much of me says, 'go it alone.' I can't believe it's been over 5 years now. Wow.
It's funny how things come full circle. Mark reminds me of Aaron C., my best friend from high school/early college. Now I hear myself having the same conversations with Mark about A. as I used to have with Aaron about the high school SO. How freaking bizarro.
Maybe I didn't get it right the first time. I went running from the high school SO. Same sort of sitch - we were moving in completely different worlds. I think it worked out for the best... I know that the person I am now would be /miserable/ with him. I need to stop ruminating on this for a while and just let things play out. How's that for running? Heh.
I don't know what possessed me to go to school full-time in the summer. That was simple lunacy. 62 credits in one year's time. GAH! I have an independent study that I really need to start working on. Six weeks left in the quarter. The groups class won't take too much effort (yay), and Race&Ethnicity, which starts in a week or so and goes for 5 action-packed weeks, will require a project, but nothing over the top. The independent study will be easy too, if I would just do it.
Do it do it do it do it. When I get through this quarter I get three weeks of yay, one of which is spent in the City. Oh, glorious 8-day-week-in-my-favorite-City!
Days off are good, but gah, I'm so lazy. The crappy carpet that is falling apart broke my vacuum. Oh well. No more housework for me!
