Post of Ennui
Sep. 5th, 2003 10:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpOkay, I've had just about enough of this being depressed crap. It's starting not only to wear me down, but also to annoy me. And I do so hate being annoyed.
I'm sure that some of my recent reasons to be down in the dumps are legitimate, but some of them aren't. But either way, I shouldn't end up laying on my bed at night just generally feeling sad and useless for no good reason. Few good reasons. Whatever.
I don't like being unemployed. I don't like feeling unproductive. I don't like that my relationship isn't taken seriously. I don't like when people leave Jennifer out of things. I don't like it when I get it into my head that I'm not good enough at something. I don't like when my cats start screaming at each other. I don't like it when Jennifer is unhappy. I don't like it when I am unhappy.
And I have heartburn.
I'm sure that some of my recent reasons to be down in the dumps are legitimate, but some of them aren't. But either way, I shouldn't end up laying on my bed at night just generally feeling sad and useless for no good reason. Few good reasons. Whatever.
I don't like being unemployed. I don't like feeling unproductive. I don't like that my relationship isn't taken seriously. I don't like when people leave Jennifer out of things. I don't like it when I get it into my head that I'm not good enough at something. I don't like when my cats start screaming at each other. I don't like it when Jennifer is unhappy. I don't like it when I am unhappy.
And I have heartburn.
