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judecorpI really need to find that fine line between "concerned about something quite a lot" and "neurotic mess." Because, really, my stress level has been so high that there's no longer a boundary. It's like something happens, and I start to react somewhat strongly to it, and then wham! Neurotic mess. And I'm not really sure what is truly stressing me out. I mean, sure, I'm not so keen on my job, but I'm usually in a decent mood while I'm /at/ work, because I like my coworkers. And sure, I'm struggling with the financial plan of moving out of state sooner than expected while still trying to buy a girl a house, but I'm not sure that really influences my mental state. I keep trying to find one (or more) thing(s) that's different now than last year, when I seemed to be on much more of an even keel.
The only thing I can think of is that I'm not having as much sex.Who wants to help?
I ended up going to Jim Lantz's viewing. I hadn't seen a done-up dead person since I was about 10 years old, when my aunt's mother died. Gah. They look so freaking FAKE. How can people stand it? I so don't want that to be me.
The only thing I can think of is that I'm not having as much sex.
I ended up going to Jim Lantz's viewing. I hadn't seen a done-up dead person since I was about 10 years old, when my aunt's mother died. Gah. They look so freaking FAKE. How can people stand it? I so don't want that to be me.
