Sheepish, among other things
Sep. 28th, 2001 09:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpPrincess,
I'm sorry that I didn't come to you first. That post in my LJ wasn't written directly to you, or meant to send you some sort of message that things were too much for me and I wanted out. I couldn't think, and I needed to get something out of my system so I could focus. I want to say that I'm not the kind of person who runs from problems, but I am. I /can/ tell you, though, that I'm trying to work on that, and if all of those things were written to you, I would have told you.
I have, however, decided that any more of those "need to process" things will go to you first, if you are involved. Thank you for giving me phone-time last night. Thank you for being honest with me. And thank you for being a challenge to my fears and boundaries. I know it isn't easy for you.
Have a good weekend. I'll be in touch.
Yours.
~//~
My karate smurf is in the process of getting airline tickets to come up here for the weekend. This is GOOD. We have much to say, important stuff, and much to do, and Bink and Peej will be so excited! I'll bravely step up to the airport.
~//~
Today I work at the Union until I go to volunteer. Tonight at KYC is the lock-in, their monthly overnight sleepover. So I'll be working, in one sense or another, until 11am tomorrow. That's a 26 hour day, campers. Rock! Sleepy Smurf.
~//~
To all of you who answered my little poll, thanks. You're all so cutesy wootsie.
I'm sorry that I didn't come to you first. That post in my LJ wasn't written directly to you, or meant to send you some sort of message that things were too much for me and I wanted out. I couldn't think, and I needed to get something out of my system so I could focus. I want to say that I'm not the kind of person who runs from problems, but I am. I /can/ tell you, though, that I'm trying to work on that, and if all of those things were written to you, I would have told you.
I have, however, decided that any more of those "need to process" things will go to you first, if you are involved. Thank you for giving me phone-time last night. Thank you for being honest with me. And thank you for being a challenge to my fears and boundaries. I know it isn't easy for you.
Have a good weekend. I'll be in touch.
Yours.
~//~
My karate smurf is in the process of getting airline tickets to come up here for the weekend. This is GOOD. We have much to say, important stuff, and much to do, and Bink and Peej will be so excited! I'll bravely step up to the airport.
~//~
Today I work at the Union until I go to volunteer. Tonight at KYC is the lock-in, their monthly overnight sleepover. So I'll be working, in one sense or another, until 11am tomorrow. That's a 26 hour day, campers. Rock! Sleepy Smurf.
~//~
To all of you who answered my little poll, thanks. You're all so cutesy wootsie.
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Through the wonders of modern technology....
Date: 2001-09-28 09:06 am (UTC)Now I have SUPER busy evening ahead of me.
My co-worker and I are going to share a cab to the airport tomorrow.
He's going to L.A. =)
Delta.com just ROCKS.
Re: Through the wonders of modern technology....
Date: 2001-09-28 09:58 am (UTC)This will be a lot of fun. I promise. I will make it fun. Yes. We will have fun. Fun fun fun.
The password is: FUN.
(It's Friday, and I'm all about fun.) Hooray!
(Now I will pretend I'm not nervous.)