Stress

[judecorp]

Ugh, I am so frazzled. I worked until 7:30 tonight and ended up skipping the gym because I just wasn't feeling the thought of coming home after 8:30. Jen had a headache so we ended up picking up chinese take-out which I watched during the American Idol results show. Speaking of, I am totally POed that Nikko got voted off because not only is he adorable and a good singer (way better than whiny Tracheotomy Boy or Pitchy Anwar or Scott), but "One Hand, One Heart" is one of my most favoritest showtunes ever. Grrr!

So yeah, it's late and I should be tired and sleeping since I have been exhausted every day this week, but instead I've spent the time picking up all the crap around the house, finishing the laundry that was started on Sunday, and readjusting the same ridiculously tired piles. I just get so overwhelmed by clutter and hate how easy it is to take something out and use it, and just leave it where you used it instead of putting it back. Oh, and picking up other people's used socks from the living room floor. 'Cause that's nasty.

Today I drove around doing visits non-stop from 9:30am until 2:15pm, and came back to a phone full of voicemails that all needed to be done immediately. This is the second day in a row of this, which sucks because this is also the second day I was supposed to drop a letter off for a family and I just haven't gotten around to it. Apparently the Mom showed up at the office today looking for me (and her letter) for crying out loud and I was (of course) out of the office. And she's annoyed. And another panicky mom calls me and even though I call her as soon as I get the effing message (granted, 5 hours after she called me), she goes on about how hard I am to get in touch with. Hello... I'm a home-based worker for feck's sake!

I am just SO not feeling it this week. I've been running ragged but it seems like I haven't billed worth a damn. Bleh. I'm such a hater tonight. But when the heck am I going to drop off this letter???!

Comments

[mayna.livejournal.com]

I luv Anwar. :-)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I used to really like him but now he is totally starting to bug me. I think he has a nice voice but he isn't much of a performer, and there are only so many bellbottoms I can stand. :)

[mayna.livejournal.com]

I'll have to watch AI again, I haven't watched it in weeks!

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Yes, definitely watch. It is really getting good. (8 people left, I think.)

[thatpatti.livejournal.com]

i am so mad too! nikko is one of my faves!

brad calls anthony "trach boy" too :)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I thought of you when he got voted out because I know you really liked him. He was really starting to grow on me.

[folkyboy.livejournal.com]

i'm so glad he got the boot! but how could they have put Vonzell up there? she was fucking AMAZING!

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I know. Vonzell is so good. The people calling in votes are so ridiculously dumb.

[indigodove.livejournal.com]

*hug*

Auuggh. So often, reading you makes me remember why I did it and why I quit all in one breath.

Hang in there. You do more good than you will ever know.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I dunno. Sometimes I don't think I do much good at all, except in my volunteering jobs. Maybe I should sell out and go corporate, and just volunteer more.