Cold, Grey Randomness

[judecorp]

I was stupidly excited this morning because my temperature went up again. I know it's not totally unusual, and really, my temps this cycle have been a lot lower than what's normal for me, but it's still exciting - so exciting that I had a hard time dropping back off to sleep after temping. I'm sure I'll be feeling that later because the more times/night that I wake up, the crappier sleep I get. At least I didn't have any cancer dreams. I think I had one about getting a pelvic exam, though, but it's hazy.

I thought it was supposed to be hot today but it looks like the same grey, cold crap we've had for a while now. So disappointing. I'm going to wear my summery clothes anyway and just freeze, dang it! (Maybe I will have to bring *gasp* as sweatshirt!)

Jen and I got into a stupid disagreement this morning that I wish wouldn't have happened but at the same time I'm also glad I said something and stuck up for myself. So many times I just try to ignore things that bother me so I don't rock the boat, but then I end up rocking my own boat anyway, so whatever. It still sucks, though.

I have a long day today - Coworker Sarah (not to be confused with Former Coworker Sarah) and I are throwing a surprise goodbye party for Coworker Nicole who is moving to NY at the end of the month. Sarah and I were totally ticked that work didn't arrange something special for Nicole even though she's done a LOT for the agency, so we took matters into our own hands. It was her birthday yesterday, too, so I must first procure a cake with lots of frosting. But really - how can my agency not throw her a party? They sort of tacked her on the backside of Gina's going-away party over a /month/ ago, and that is just not okay. I'm glad Sarah and I set something up, and I hope she's totally surprised. (She thinks she's going on an assessment with me.)

Here's hoping I make it to 8:00. Big Brother tonight, whee!

Comments

[sassywoman.livejournal.com]

I'm so hoping those temps mean a BFP. Are you going to POAS before you beta???

[estrange.livejournal.com]

When is your 2ww up? It seems like it should be any day now. I hope you find out before I go on my trip.

[tea-soaked.livejournal.com]

Great day for the temp to go up. Nice timing. [I am still feeling good about this cycle! and now with a temp rise...]

[aminahfiddler.livejournal.com]

crossing fingers and hoping that this is THE month

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I hope so, too!!

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I know, it's so hard not to read so much into things. I had yet another skin breakout today, which I know can be from injectibles or AF but I like to think it's because I'm knocked up. ;)

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

My beta is on Sunday at 9. I'm trying to decide when to POAS. I think I'm going to start by seeing what my temperature is like tomorrow.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Yes, I can't stop myself from POAS... but I don't know how soon. If my temp is still up in the 98s tomorrow (especially since my temps have been kind of low this cycle) I may POAS tomorrow... or I may try to hold out until Thursday or Friday.

I just don't want to see more BFNs!