I know that I'm not in any position to talk since I haven't been pregnant and haven't had to deal with fertility treatments, but I am sorry that you are feeling so fearful throughout this experience. Yes, I do see how the things that have happened to you so far are good reason to be scared, but I wish somehow that there were also compelling reasons for you to have HOPE. Unfortunately, I don't know what to say that can change that.
I can only offer you a long distance hug and the hope that this gets easier for you as each week passes and you come closer to your due date with a still-healthy child. I would also gently suggest that maybe, since reading these things is disturbing you so much, it would be a good idea to stop reading these communities for a while (as you yourself seem to recognize by the title of this post)>
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Date: 2007-02-22 05:29 pm (UTC)I can only offer you a long distance hug and the hope that this gets easier for you as each week passes and you come closer to your due date with a still-healthy child. I would also gently suggest that maybe, since reading these things is disturbing you so much, it would be a good idea to stop reading these communities for a while (as you yourself seem to recognize by the title of this post)>