It comes and goes. I mean, most of the time it's just another day and we get excited and we do our thing. (I guess that's just not as fun to write about.) But it's those unexplained, unexpected shockers that really get to you. It sort of hits home that anything can happen to anyone, you know? Especially when something already has. I'm not a fatalistic person by nature, and I do believe we have a very good chance of having a healthy baby, but I know there are possibilities. And when you are this invested in something, those possibilities are extra scary.
I could avoid the forums altogether but then would also miss the GOOD postings from people I really like. I wish all of the scary bad ones were in one spot that said "DON'T CLICK HERE!" Instead they are mixed in with other people's happy announcements, you know?
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Date: 2007-02-23 01:23 pm (UTC)I could avoid the forums altogether but then would also miss the GOOD postings from people I really like. I wish all of the scary bad ones were in one spot that said "DON'T CLICK HERE!" Instead they are mixed in with other people's happy announcements, you know?